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Yes, you read that right, I'm getting somewhere now (probably because I'm actually able to fall asleep now).
My dreams seem to embody the framework of real evolution which all the small changes occur overtime and then when the consciousness climax hits and either the evolution succeeds and the consciousness is able to expand and the physical body changes completely or it fails and the process starts all over again or the being as a race goes backwards in evolution (which is kind of what happened to us as a human race but it was not our fault).
I don't know if I'm subconsciously making it that way or if a higher being is changing my dream framework but either way I like it and without a doubt this is going to bring me somewhere.
I don't know if my dream recall is going to be perfect here (probably not) but just be clear, my dream is not evolution or directly proportionate to evolution, I am saying that ALL my recent dreams overall are starting to look like the evolution process on an individual level. Perhaps I am being prepared for December 21st, 2012 (which I don't believe the world will end on that day, I believe that is when we will begin to evolve though).
Anyways it starts off like this, as I fall asleep I find myself awaking to a new, crisp, reality and I am no longer human, I am something else, although very hard to describe, I was like a dragon-like being in which my body was able to naturally morph. I was living in a world amongst humans but there were the few of us that were "elite" and were completely different beings from the rest of the flock. It didn't take long to figure out that I was living in a world that was being ruled by one of my own but this one was unbelievably powerful, we were all slaves, the master was so powerful that even if we banded together we would not be able to defeat her (I think it was female).
I was the only elite that chose to think for them self (at the time anyways). Most of the work we were forced to do was of military nature although most of the time since I had no prior knowledge of this place I was just wondering around trying to figure everything out. It was not long before I was put to work killing and slaying others. I did not enjoy this work but I noticed that the more I used my powers the stronger I became, and fast too compared to the rate at which the others increased in power. The leader of our pack was a beast of black, he was made up of a sludge of defilement, it was obvious he was doing this for fun and he was obviously one of the master's pets. It didn't take long to develop a rivalry as I could see the rage in his eyes when he looked at me day to day, he defiled the good in me. As this escalated I ended up killing a couple of his lackeys that he sent to deal with me, I set out for him. The master immediately took note but by the time she was there he had been slain. Seeing as I was now the strongest in the pack I was assigned as the new leader. I was sent to a nearby land mass floating in the sky, it was mostly empty so we colonized it and I was put in charge, I was assigned to govern it but I was growing at an alarming rate, the great evil I had faced before all of a sudden was just a thorn in my side, it was hardly a problem.
My body continued to grow until I was approaching the pitch black, mass of darkness that surrounded the known world/universe/reality here. It was the scariest thing I've seen, I was trembling in fear even at the level of power I was at. All of a sudden the darkness moved, all I thought was "Holy fucking shit." or the equivalent. In mere seconds the darkness became these brown, metallic, spaceship looking things and they ALL moved at me cutting me and slicing me apart, just millions of these things and I tried my best to fight but it was inevitable, I was looking at the face of inevitable death. I then awoke. (I didn't mention this before but this all took part on floating land masses and it was also very metropolitan like with a taste of darkness and it was crowded in these cities)
I can't remember even half the stuff from my most recent dream but it was extremely deep and it really connected to me. If I can remember it then I'll report it but I'm not going to do it unless I can remember a good 80% of it because it was really that deep and meaningful to me and I feel it would lose some of it's meaning if I told you what I can remember.
Also you should note a lot of the things that happen or are in my dreams have not physical words for me to describe them with, the only way I could share the full story is if I could literally share my memory with you all. I wish I could so you would all have the same understanding that I have achieved solely through dreaming.
