help me understand

Ok  IM 26. Back in my college campus says I had many wild nights being at a party and then all off a sudden waking up the next day in nothing but underwear..with no memory of what happened that night. Now this is where lucid dreaming comes in..since those years I have had numerous sexually explicit and very vivid dreams involving there girls. Girls who I don't recall having sex with. I have had a dream in which I could identify all but one of them. this girl I recently starting contacting years later always acts funny when I message her..like she Is hiding something. Every since I regained contact with her she posts similar posts as me on twitter..IM talking same words and subject. She also posts pics of 6 year old girl..mind you I haven't seen her in six years..I even had a lucid dream of having a family with a girl that looks similar to her and never thought about it until recently. It's strange because I feel some sort of connection in our dreams since I regained contact. We tweet at the exact same like we are thinking about each other. And seems like her tweets are in reaction to what I write..I know because I have tested her. Even when we were back in college the brief moments we spoke I feel like she was trying to tell me something but was too scared to say anything..unfortunately if she did have something to share..I was kicked out of college for drug possession, so she never got a chance to me anything if there is anything to tell. But I swear I can feel disappointment from her in me in my dreams..I just feel her and feel like she feels me and it's crazy this is all over unspoken words. At  this point these feelings are getting strange..is it possible I fathered a child with a girl I don't remember having sex with and my lucid ...sexual dreams are trying to tell me something??? I feel like I can feel her spirit and in someway we are connected. Ever since I regained contact with her..her two friends have been posting about this little girl..I don't know..its really strong and strange feeling I can't shake..are my dreams trying to tell me something?? Am I crazy?? I don't know anymore..but there have been too many coincidences lately...or am I just tripping...someone please help me..give me insight..