So I have experienced a few rather strange things over the last two weeks, that has me asking questions as I am out of my knowledge base and experience level here. I am looking for any help or input with my problems.
Firstly.
Ive started to lose control of my Astral Projection. Everything goes as it always has except now as I am ascending I get stuck in a dark place full of shadow people, mists, and all sorts of unknown undescribable "figures"
They are all rather un-pleasant. They beckon at me and try to "overcome" me, but I am always able to remind myself I am essentialy in "control" of everything as my reality is merely a projection of my thoughts. So I can always stop them from "getting" me but I Havent been able to make them go away completely. I use a strong light to push them out of my consciousness and field of vision but I am always left with a small part of black left in the top right hand corner of my vision, and I cant shake the last little bit.
This is something I have never expereinced before, but I have only been projecting for the last 3 weeks now. (due to the most profound experience of my life which I posterd about in this forum just recently) I Do it every night I am very happy atm with life, and I cant put it to any recent "bad" experience. Very weird.
Secondly.
Ive realised only within the last few days that with concentration I can pull my consciousness "backwards" and feel and watch time/reality "unfold"
So as we understand our make-up we are energy, and everything is energy Vibrating to a sound. I can feel that sound and can rotate it faster and slower backwards and and forwards watching it on a tv screen "spiralling" away or toward myself. However I can only ever get it to a fraction of a second forward.
This is very hard to explain so I will do my best. I can see the "ping" of the sound and watch the vortex of reality spiral around. When I get stuck in it I can often be guilty of using my fingers to dictate the speed of the rotation.
Put your hand out in front of you and and move each finger around in a circle some clockwise and some anti clockwise. Thats what I find myself doing with both hands to control the speed. Strange? I think so too. My partner has told me that while this is going on I am very slow to respond and sometimes I cant even hear her talking to me.
Any thoughts? or any thoughts on how to extend the field of view so I could go further forward ?
Thirdly.
I Keep accidently pulling people out of their bodies and I don't know how I am doing it or why. Some people enjoy it, others don't. It is always by accident, and its uncontrolable. I can however consciously pull people out but if I do it consciously then they have to allow it.
I accidently pulled my housemate and her boyfriend out the other night and we where stuck out for a very long period of time and we could see our bodies and I was telling them to go back in, but they said they couldn't they where "lost" and they kept telling me they hated it and wanted me to stop it. Problem is I don't know how I am even doing it :/
I would appreciate any thoughts views or if anyone has experienced these sort of things before I would love to hear your experiences.