I had a very interesting attempt at Astral Projection tonight. It was different, much more so than other failed attempts. -_-.....yes it was another failed attempt, however i feel i connected with a guide during my attempt. It was an incredible expreince that i thought i should share with you guy's. If you could give me some feedback and tell me what you think i'd be more than thrilled to read your responses. Here goes, quadbillionth attempt at conscious AP is right below, i hope you enjoy.
I had a very positive mind going into this session, something inside told me that i was going to either A.) Be successful at exiting my body. B.) get extremely close to exiting my body or C.) Have an interesting experience. It was just that FEELING of knowing, just as in some nights i try and KNOW i'm not going to get anywhere before i start. It was just one of those good nights i guess.
I found this 3 hour track on Youtube which was the sound of small waterfalls, here's the link. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RlLSVBBAeag . I used the sound of the waterfall to create a current of white light energy in the form of a waterfall, i "filled" my Root chakra up like a basin with this white waterfall energy and let the energy seep out into my other chakra's. After i would picture one filled up with this energy, i would move onto the next one. Well when i got to my heart chakra i focused on my minds eye and i noticed a painful pressure in my forehead. I quickly darted back to my heart and continued to fill it, something in my mind told me "dont skip!", so i continued meditating to this Youtube track. Once i passed my throat and got to my minds eye, the pressure was gone and i got the feeling you get when you bounce up and down on a trampoline. I get this all the time so i just ignorned it and proceeded to my Crown chakra.
After i finished a little work on each chakra i imagined the energy over flowing and shoot ing out of my crown and showering my whole body. The energy sensation from this meditation was nice and very relaxing, it really allowed my thoughts to open up and so, i began allowing my thoughts to come through. I noticed in all my attempts, my closest ones are when i let my thoughts lead me towards sleep, like a dream, and then i catch it right before i drift off...this is when i feel my Astral Body the strongest. I already took too long typing down this attempt because i dont really remember what the "dream" was that set my astral body into overdrive but i do remember a baseball and it got hit...hard...like it was a homerun hit...but only i was on the baseball that got hit and we were speeding through the air into the sky. Instantly my astral body shot into gear. I got intense vibrations and i felt my entire energy body sway from side to side, all except for my head. I held onto the thought and the experience as long as i could but then i felt like i wasnt breathing, which happens to me a lot. I began over compensating on my breath which broke the experience and i slowly drifted back into my body. But when i say slowly, i mean this is the longest that i could "Feel" my astral body over my actual body, it just kind of shifted up and down, left to right for a few minutes. I tried to reset the experience but i just couldnt get into it.
I gave up hope on that experience and just enjoyed the feeling of my astral body shifting around until it finally settled back into me. But i continued to meditate for a few more minutes and i had this awesome experience. I was instantly aware of this forest with these huuuuge tree's, the trunks were massive, inbetween 2 of them was this figure sitting in a meditative posture and his energy was incredible. I could see his aura, it was like every color in the spectrum that you could conceive, and it was so bright. I tried really hard to make out his face but i noticed it kept changing, it didnt hold a particular form, i realized that this being was created out of energy and it had trouble keeping one constant form. His eyes were able to make contact with mine and hold its gaze even though i could see him still changing in my peripheal. What came to me as i looked at him was appreciation for my dedication to spiritual growth, even when i felt like i was getting nowhere i continued to try. "You're Growing" was a thought that hit my mind, "Exercise your spirit AND body", "Dont give up, we'll meet again soon." Were thoughts i had before the sight of him drifted from my mind.
I opened my eyes and had this electric feeling over my body. It was a crazy experience. Please feel free to jump in on my experience and tell me what you think it was. Did i meet one of my guides? or was it a figment of my imagination as i was drifting through my thoughts? I look forward to your feedback!