I thought I had died

Posted over 13 years ago , by Jerri

Four years ago I had entered a forum such as this only to question the whole experience, What is astral projection?, but the main reason I had searched it out was because I thought I was dying, I was leaving my body up to 3 times a week after being diagnosed with a disease which turned out to be a false diagnoses.

I never knew the words to type into Google concerning what was happening to me until I typed in leaving my body at night, then answers flowed. This was a terrifying time for me and all I wanted to learn was how to undo it only to find that most people are actually practicing how to do this..Wow right!

In the beginning my experiences were terrifying such as this one:

My very first experience I heard a sound that can be compared to a roaring motor and an alarm at the same time, the volume increased to the point I became very uncomfortable  and scared, I could feel this tremendous viberation throughout my whole body along with tingling...it went on so long that it actually started to tickle the side I was laying on... I felt a pulling as if there was a magnet above me. I was so scared I woke up ... I couldn't so much as move one muscle for about a min or two which felt forever... I was paralyzed.

I stayed awake for about 10 to 15 min's in shock of what just happened and quite confused. When I went back to sleep it started all over again only this time I didn't hear the sounds... I felt the viberations and felt my body being pulled... I didn't know what was happening but I just decided to let it happen. I was laying on my side so when I had left my body it was dangling in the position that I had been laying but feeling very heavy... I was too scared to move then suddenly I was lighter than a feather, I looked around and could see everything in my room, my body was floating upwards and I remember I didn't want to go anywhere , I was so amazed at what was happening but like a bullet I started at lightening speed , it felt like I was zooming towards space!! I was absolutely terrified at this point and thought I had died!!!

I don't want to die!!!! was all I could think when I stopped ... there was complete blackness all around me .. only what it felt like seconds later I started at the same speed again coming back down... I had that feeling in my stomach as you would when swinging too high on a swing. I couldn't stop this, I could only beg it to stop.

When I did stop I was laying horizontal on what I thought was my bed because I was back in my room only that I was about 3 to 4 feet above my bed, I had looked down and seen my body laying there... how could I be here and there at the same time??? I sensed another's presence and with fear I looked to my left only to see a silloutte of a man laying next to me... there was nothing scary about him, actually he was handsome from what I could see but the fear was so intense from the beginning of all of this I began to panic! I thought to myself he wants me! And so it was , he did or because I thought it my fear came to life...
Without going to much into this part of it I will just say that at times I was fighting him but the extreme pleasure would distract me from trying to attack him... this part still confuses me some but after having hundreds of experiences leaving my body since I can look back and know that it was a fear I had in waking life and I believe that our fears can really take away from the beautiful experiences we can really have leaving our body.
I have so many more experiences that I would love to share for the first time now that I am comfortable with it , I no longer fear it and look forward to it but unfortuantley ever since I moved into my new house I have only had 4 experiences in 4 months... now I miss it and want to do what most of you are doing, learn how to do it, lol  MMMMM???? I am wondering what happened to me that I no longer do it naturally... I look forward to your replys!!!

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Wonderful Experience  8)

Many people are trying to experience these type of experiences, But only few get succeeded.
You are really lucky  :D

You can Astral project easily, you should have the will, Be confident that you will have for sure, when you go to sleep.
Keep away your thoughts that you can't Astral project because you are in new home.

You Can Do It !!
Try It once again with full confidence & post your Experience, All The Best :)

Posted over 13 years ago

calamity, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

I also want to experience it as much as possible. For most of my life i didnt know what it was that was happening to me. I would have the sleep paralysis for months at a time, then suddenly it would stop for months at a time. I have found a techinque that seems to be working when i stop having the automatic sleep paralysis. I read this is a book and it normally works.

go to sleep a for about an hour, set an alarm and then get up for an hour. (you normally have to get up out of bed for that hour, but sometimes i feel the pulling a moment after I have waken up, in which case, no problem) But otherwise, try staying up for an hour and then go back to bed. I try tensing all my mucles, one at a time to relax, then dont move a muscle. The paralysis will creep up on you. It usually works for me. Good luck!

Posted over 13 years ago

blaktatt, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

I know whatcha' mean Jerri, regarding your first experience.
The traveling at blinding speeds
ending up in outer space
the noise at the beginning (I don't hear those anymore... only during my first experience --- it was a "WHOOSHING" sound)

Posted over 13 years ago

celeste, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

So glad that the fright of a seemingly unnatural experience did not cause you to want to find out what was in the blackness.  There is a reason, you know, why you were given that experience.  It seemed like a test.  The blackness around you is your canvas.  Paint. 
You do resemble Jewel.

jerri255
Four years ago I had entered a forum such as this only to question the whole experience, What is astral projection?, but the main reason I had searched it out was because I thought I was dying, I was leaving my body up to 3 times a week after being diagnosed with a disease which turned out to be a false diagnoses.

I never knew the words to type into Google concerning what was happening to me until I typed in leaving my body at night, then answers flowed. This was a terrifying time for me and all I wanted to learn was how to undo it only to find that most people are actually practicing how to do this..Wow right!

In the beginning my experiences were terrifying such as this one:

My very first experience I heard a sound that can be compared to a roaring motor and an alarm at the same time, the volume increased to the point I became very uncomfortable  and scared, I could feel this tremendous viberation throughout my whole body along with tingling...it went on so long that it actually started to tickle the side I was laying on... I felt a pulling as if there was a magnet above me. I was so scared I woke up ... I couldn't so much as move one muscle for about a min or two which felt forever... I was paralyzed.

I stayed awake for about 10 to 15 min's in shock of what just happened and quite confused. When I went back to sleep it started all over again only this time I didn't hear the sounds... I felt the viberations and felt my body being pulled... I didn't know what was happening but I just decided to let it happen. I was laying on my side so when I had left my body it was dangling in the position that I had been laying but feeling very heavy... I was too scared to move then suddenly I was lighter than a feather, I looked around and could see everything in my room, my body was floating upwards and I remember I didn't want to go anywhere , I was so amazed at what was happening but like a bullet I started at lightening speed , it felt like I was zooming towards space!! I was absolutely terrified at this point and thought I had died!!!

I don't want to die!!!! was all I could think when I stopped ... there was complete blackness all around me .. only what it felt like seconds later I started at the same speed again coming back down... I had that feeling in my stomach as you would when swinging too high on a swing. I couldn't stop this, I could only beg it to stop.

When I did stop I was laying horizontal on what I thought was my bed because I was back in my room only that I was about 3 to 4 feet above my bed, I had looked down and seen my body laying there... how could I be here and there at the same time??? I sensed another's presence and with fear I looked to my left only to see a silloutte of a man laying next to me... there was nothing scary about him, actually he was handsome from what I could see but the fear was so intense from the beginning of all of this I began to panic! I thought to myself he wants me! And so it was , he did or because I thought it my fear came to life...
Without going to much into this part of it I will just say that at times I was fighting him but the extreme pleasure would distract me from trying to attack him... this part still confuses me some but after having hundreds of experiences leaving my body since I can look back and know that it was a fear I had in waking life and I believe that our fears can really take away from the beautiful experiences we can really have leaving our body.
I have so many more experiences that I would love to share for the first time now that I am comfortable with it , I no longer fear it and look forward to it but unfortuantley ever since I moved into my new house I have only had 4 experiences in 4 months... now I miss it and want to do what most of you are doing, learn how to do it, lol  MMMMM???? I am wondering what happened to me that I no longer do it naturally... I look forward to your replys!!!

Posted over 13 years ago

jerri, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

Sorry I haven't been here for a while! It has been really busy.. I am a card designer and advid blogger....  I love that you looked at the blackness as a canvas! In retrospect painting it is just what I did... I was at a point in my life where I felt trapped by my condition but since the inital shock wore off and I stopped laying in a pity field I have created such a wonderful life for myself!!!

Also I would love to mention that the experiences are back!!! I stopped trying and Voila!!!!  So relaxing is the key, relaxing to the point of not thinking about it only to make a suggestion that you will leave your body and remember... then let it go!

I look like Jewel.. hahahahha , your're halarious

So glad that the fright of a seemingly unnatural experience did not cause you to want to find out what was in the blackness.  There is a reason, you know, why you were given that experience.  It seemed like a test.  The blackness around you is your canvas.  Paint. 
You do resemble Jewel.

jerri255
Four years ago I had entered a forum such as this only to question the whole experience, What is astral projection?, but the main reason I had searched it out was because I thought I was dying, I was leaving my body up to 3 times a week after being diagnosed with a disease which turned out to be a false diagnoses.

I never knew the words to type into Google concerning what was happening to me until I typed in leaving my body at night, then answers flowed. This was a terrifying time for me and all I wanted to learn was how to undo it only to find that most people are actually practicing how to do this..Wow right!

In the beginning my experiences were terrifying such as this one:

My very first experience I heard a sound that can be compared to a roaring motor and an alarm at the same time, the volume increased to the point I became very uncomfortable  and scared, I could feel this tremendous viberation throughout my whole body along with tingling...it went on so long that it actually started to tickle the side I was laying on... I felt a pulling as if there was a magnet above me. I was so scared I woke up ... I couldn't so much as move one muscle for about a min or two which felt forever... I was paralyzed.

I stayed awake for about 10 to 15 min's in shock of what just happened and quite confused. When I went back to sleep it started all over again only this time I didn't hear the sounds... I felt the viberations and felt my body being pulled... I didn't know what was happening but I just decided to let it happen. I was laying on my side so when I had left my body it was dangling in the position that I had been laying but feeling very heavy... I was too scared to move then suddenly I was lighter than a feather, I looked around and could see everything in my room, my body was floating upwards and I remember I didn't want to go anywhere , I was so amazed at what was happening but like a bullet I started at lightening speed , it felt like I was zooming towards space!! I was absolutely terrified at this point and thought I had died!!!

I don't want to die!!!! was all I could think when I stopped ... there was complete blackness all around me .. only what it felt like seconds later I started at the same speed again coming back down... I had that feeling in my stomach as you would when swinging too high on a swing. I couldn't stop this, I could only beg it to stop.

When I did stop I was laying horizontal on what I thought was my bed because I was back in my room only that I was about 3 to 4 feet above my bed, I had looked down and seen my body laying there... how could I be here and there at the same time??? I sensed another's presence and with fear I looked to my left only to see a silloutte of a man laying next to me... there was nothing scary about him, actually he was handsome from what I could see but the fear was so intense from the beginning of all of this I began to panic! I thought to myself he wants me! And so it was , he did or because I thought it my fear came to life...
Without going to much into this part of it I will just say that at times I was fighting him but the extreme pleasure would distract me from trying to attack him... this part still confuses me some but after having hundreds of experiences leaving my body since I can look back and know that it was a fear I had in waking life and I believe that our fears can really take away from the beautiful experiences we can really have leaving our body.
I have so many more experiences that I would love to share for the first time now that I am comfortable with it , I no longer fear it and look forward to it but unfortuantley ever since I moved into my new house I have only had 4 experiences in 4 months... now I miss it and want to do what most of you are doing, learn how to do it, lol  MMMMM???? I am wondering what happened to me that I no longer do it naturally... I look forward to your replys!!!


Posted about 13 years ago

NineLives, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

You Can Do It !!
Try It once again with full confidence & post your Experience, All The Best :)
Dont be afraid...I know it  is a very overwhelming feeling

Posted almost 13 years ago

celeste, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

If just the song.

So glad that the fright of a seemingly unnatural experience did not cause you to want to find out what was in the blackness.  There is a reason, you know, why you were given that experience.  It seemed like a test.  The blackness around you is your canvas.  Paint. 
You do resemble Jewel.

jerri255
Four years ago I had entered a forum such as this only to question the whole experience, What is astral projection?, but the main reason I had searched it out was because I thought I was dying, I was leaving my body up to 3 times a week after being diagnosed with a disease which turned out to be a false diagnoses.

I never knew the words to type into Google concerning what was happening to me until I typed in leaving my body at night, then answers flowed. This was a terrifying time for me and all I wanted to learn was how to undo it only to find that most people are actually practicing how to do this..Wow right!

In the beginning my experiences were terrifying such as this one:

My very first experience I heard a sound that can be compared to a roaring motor and an alarm at the same time, the volume increased to the point I became very uncomfortable  and scared, I could feel this tremendous viberation throughout my whole body along with tingling...it went on so long that it actually started to tickle the side I was laying on... I felt a pulling as if there was a magnet above me. I was so scared I woke up ... I couldn't so much as move one muscle for about a min or two which felt forever... I was paralyzed.

I stayed awake for about 10 to 15 min's in shock of what just happened and quite confused. When I went back to sleep it started all over again only this time I didn't hear the sounds... I felt the viberations and felt my body being pulled... I didn't know what was happening but I just decided to let it happen. I was laying on my side so when I had left my body it was dangling in the position that I had been laying but feeling very heavy... I was too scared to move then suddenly I was lighter than a feather, I looked around and could see everything in my room, my body was floating upwards and I remember I didn't want to go anywhere , I was so amazed at what was happening but like a bullet I started at lightening speed , it felt like I was zooming towards space!! I was absolutely terrified at this point and thought I had died!!!

I don't want to die!!!! was all I could think when I stopped ... there was complete blackness all around me .. only what it felt like seconds later I started at the same speed again coming back down... I had that feeling in my stomach as you would when swinging too high on a swing. I couldn't stop this, I could only beg it to stop.

When I did stop I was laying horizontal on what I thought was my bed because I was back in my room only that I was about 3 to 4 feet above my bed, I had looked down and seen my body laying there... how could I be here and there at the same time??? I sensed another's presence and with fear I looked to my left only to see a silloutte of a man laying next to me... there was nothing scary about him, actually he was handsome from what I could see but the fear was so intense from the beginning of all of this I began to panic! I thought to myself he wants me! And so it was , he did or because I thought it my fear came to life...
Without going to much into this part of it I will just say that at times I was fighting him but the extreme pleasure would distract me from trying to attack him... this part still confuses me some but after having hundreds of experiences leaving my body since I can look back and know that it was a fear I had in waking life and I believe that our fears can really take away from the beautiful experiences we can really have leaving our body.
I have so many more experiences that I would love to share for the first time now that I am comfortable with it , I no longer fear it and look forward to it but unfortuantley ever since I moved into my new house I have only had 4 experiences in 4 months... now I miss it and want to do what most of you are doing, learn how to do it, lol  MMMMM???? I am wondering what happened to me that I no longer do it naturally... I look forward to your replys!!!



Posted over 12 years ago

Dessinmaitre, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

I have had similar experiences, but I only wish I could get as far as you did! From now on, you should have some extra confidence under your belt when you project. :D

Posted over 12 years ago

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