I need help..

Posted over 12 years ago , by Xalishaxo

Hi...
I haven't had this sensation in a while.. but a couple years ago something strange happened to me. I had a fan on, it was dark and I was sleeping, I woke up for no reason really and looked around and laid back down to fall asleep. This is where it gets strange.

I am in deep thought, just thinking of many random things about life. If I remember clearly, I was a month or two pregnant at the time. I was also playing with ouija boards every day. I began feeling something very heavy over my body (i've learned it was just sleep paralysis) and i couldnt move and in my mind i was panicking. Eventually I couldn't notice the heaviness feeling anymore. instead I felt..weird. maybe even light.

I started hearing weird static noises in my head or my ears, I'm not sure which. It made me panic even more.. I just kept thinking wake up wake up.

and eventually I did, I woke up with a startle and i opened my eyes. and it wasnt silent because my fan was still on. but the static noises almost matched the same pitch as the fan so I thought, maybe I was having a weird dream from hearing the fan?

I looked this up and I learned about out of body experiences/astral projection

I kept looking more and more into it. I thought it was so amazing all the things I've learned... I haven't thought about it for a while until lately i've been going through sleep paralysis a lot if I find myself falling asleep on my back. So I am afraid to sleep on my back now. but part of me also wants to experience a real astral projection all the way but I'm afraid I'll be super scared. and I hear if you're scared during one you'll attract bad things that want to hurt you or something

I need help because the past few weeks, I've become interested in spiritualism and psychic stuff and I can't talk to anyone I know about this stuff because when I told my mom about me almost having an out of body experience she called a doctor and I was almost put into a mental hospital.

The society seems to close out things like this but i truly believe in it all. I want to get in touch with my higher self and see the world through astral projection but it's also a great fear of mine,

sure the symptoms or steps to having an experience is pretty scary but what about when it actually happens? Does the scariness go away? I was overwhelmed.. it wasn't all in my head and it was real. I know this.

What are your thoughts? I have a strong desire to make friends with people who understand what I'm going through. and I keep psyching my self out by researching all day every day about this..
Thank you for reading all of this :)

**oh by the way.. I lucid dream ALL THE TIME so if that has anything to do with this, any way it can help or whatever, let me know

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Praveen Kumar S, Wake-walking in dream state

Hi xalishaxo,
Welcome to the forum :)
You are here in the right place, where many here are very helpful and experienced the same thing which you had explained.
Everyone here has said their experience to someone like friends, relatives or someone, but the reply they got in return was GO VISIT SOME DOC or YOU HAVE GONE MAD.

You are in the right path, don't get scared, if something scares you just use some white light around you, like just feel that there is some white light around you and it will protect you. It will repel all the negative things out from you.

The FAN sound which you had mentioned maybe just a OBE initiator, the fan sound helped you to wake your mind :)
I assure you that there is nothing scary in Astral Plane :)

Go through the forum once and read more stuffs about the AP, if you can't get answer for something, then post it, we are always ready to help you.

Ya, Lucid Dream. If you are practicing Lucid dream, then just try Astral Projection through Lucid Dream, that will be a better and easier option for you.

While you are in a Lucid Dream, just think of you body, feel your body, you will get into sleep paralysis without fear, from this point you can try some Movement-Free exit techniques to get out of your body to have a great travel :)

Happy Travels :)
keep posting your questions :)

Posted over 12 years ago

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xalishaxo, I'm Here for Inner Awakening

Thank you.
I really do hope some day I can experience it for real but every time I go to bed, I'm too frightened to even think about it :/

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Praveen Kumar S, Wake-walking in dream state

True its really frightening at first, Even I was like that at beginning, but when time passed, I started fighting with those negative spirits and now, I can't even see them :)
I hope I can help you with this :)

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Makaveli, Evil Brain, Angel Heart

It's very important what kind of "experience" your soul gains through life..
Clear your mind and get rid of those fears..

Fear can be a little tricky. As we shift our focus of attention to nonphysical realities we are entering a very "plastic" place. By that I mean that this place is easily molded. Feeling fear can project our fear outward into this plastic place and our fear can take the form of what we fear. For example, if we fear meeting a "demon" that fear can take form and appear to be a demon. If we don't understand that what we are perceiving as a demon is just our own fear being reflectd back to us it's easy to believe there are demons "out there."

Luckily its not that hard to let that '' fear '' go. By example, love and fear cannot be in the same place at the same time. I'd suggest that the next time you experience something like that and begin to feel fear, cause yourself to remember the feeling of love to the point of actually re-experiencing it. Remember a time in your life when you were feeling loved or loving. Just let the memory of that time help you re-experience the feeling of love ..

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Praveen Kumar S, Wake-walking in dream state

Makaveli
Remember a time in your life when you were feeling loved or loving. Just let the memory of that time help you re-experience the feeling of love ..

I was fighting with those LOL :P
now you gave me an awesome tip how to get rid of those, Will try this, Thanks Makaveli :)

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