ForumforAstral
Hi to all,
first time posting on a forum (specifically on this topic) 
. Have some questions and it’s not something that you can talk everyday to everyone so I give it a try.
I’m 38 year old and it’s been over 20 years now I have had my first experience with AP. It all started around the age of 17 when some of my school classes was starting later in the day. Without doing anything, almost every morning around 9h00 AM, I was waking up paralyzed with all my body vibrating. At this time, I had never heard about AP before. For sure like a lot of people, I didn’t know what was going on so it was scary. From time to time, I have read on this topic to understand a little bit more what was going on. On some occasions, I was able to get my arms out of my body and trying to touch some stuff and on some other occasions, half of my upper body was out and was able to watch me sleep for a few seconds. Finally, during the last year, I was able to do 2 full OBEs flying around my room for less than 10 seconds each.
Now the big question!
What is stopping me from doing full AP on a regular basis is fear from entities… Often I am able to hear or feel a presence near me. I feel no aggressiveness but because 99% of my experiences now are early in the morning (usually 4h00 AM so it is dark), I am scared to open my eyes and see an entity in front of me. It happened two times opening my eyes and saw somebody in front on me. The first time was at the hospital when one of my child was sick. During the night, after the vibration phase, the moment I opened my eyes, an old man was just beside me and was looking at me. On that occasion, don’t know why but I wasn’t scared. Another time, it was a little girl that was at the end of my bed and looks like she was waiting for me to opened my eyes. Unfortunately, at that moment, I was so scared that I screamed and I scared her away… I felt bad because I said to myself that maybe she needed help or something I don’t know.
So again, is there something that could help me face my fear from seeing a bad entity the moment I open my eyes?
Hoping getting further with my APs
Thanks a lot
Paul
