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I'm not sure if I astral projected or not.
I decided that I would do my daily attempt, and I went to bed. I had a cough drop in my mouth, as I had a slight cold. I lied down, and thought about the Spirit Guides. I did a short basic meditation (Breath in for 4 seconds, hold it for 4 seconds, breathe out for 4 seconds, hold it for 4 seconds) and then I started having imaginary conversations in my head whilst attempting to contact a Spirit Guide. Eventually I asked "myself" if I could have help with Astral Projecting. Various answers of yes appeared and I shook it off. I then relaxed and stayed still, thinking a bit about "mind awake body asleep" then stared into the blackness of my eyes. Within about a minute, I started having "vibrations" starting from the middle of my back. It spread throughout the torso, and I started hearing what some people call "buzzing". It wasn't exactly buzzing, it was more like a futuristic "womwomwomwomwom". I felt pressure on my back, and the vibrations spread a bit through my arms and legs. Sometimes, the sound of cars passing through the road delayed it, but it continued. Soon, I started feeling mind "fear" as my body felt like it was spinning around, but I realized to myself that it wasn't scary, and the fear went away. I started dozing off a bit, but shook it off. When I shook it off, I saw various white flashes in the darkness of my eyes. I tried turning it to black, and it started dimming. I then decided I should see if I can exit. I tried the rope technique and a little of the roll-out without success. So I decided to just stand up. When I stood up on the bed, I was then "hovering" a couple feet in the air. I couldn't tell if I was visualizing it or not, as it didn't look right. My vision was a small portion of the bottom-right corner of my eye in a little box. It was not vivid as people described it, it was very blurry. I then flew around my room a bit, but it didn't feel like flying. I went into the hall, then had the sudden urge to go back into my body. Before I did, I looked for something that I hadn't noticed in my room before, then I remember the papers that fell off my bed. They were a bunch of white papers with an astral projecting technique written on then with a Pokemon picture I printed on top before they fell. I looked off the side of the bed, and the pokemon picture was ontop, with the other pictures scattered below it on the bottom-left side, except the white papers didn't have any text on it as it was too blurry.. I then 'woke up', looked where the papers were and it was as I 'saw".
Was this really an astral projecting experience? It didn't feel real, it wasn't vivid and I could hardly see. It didn't feel as if I was flying either, and it was awkward having the vision in the corner of my "eyes". Most of the room's -messiness- was also not included. Perhaps I was inbetween the astral and prime material? Or maybe I was just imagining it all and I just happened to guess the paper's spots correctly? Or were the vibrations just the feeling of Sleep paralysis and I wasn't ready to leave the body yet?
