An Ex-Christians Introduction Into Astral Projection:

cont... Understanding sleep paralysis, goes a long way to alleviating fear. It also helps to understand the fear is the driving force behind limiting belief systems such as Christianity and Patriotic idealism. So it is that most people undergo a nightmarish experiences during episodes of sleep paralysis. Fact is we all have some form of sleep paralysis without even knowing. Most because we don't understand it. My Christian background is what made my episodes a terrifying experience.

Sleep Paralysis & Fairy Tails? There are two ways I am approaching this at the moment. One train of thought is it's nothing more than a chemical process open to misinterpretation. The other train of thought is to view sleep paralysis as a door way into realms that can't explained but only experienced. Whilst science has it's pros ... in the area of 'must have proof' it's as limited as fairy tails. Religion typically views sleep paralysis along the lines of demonic possession but lately is adopting a more scientific approach to dismiss and discourage true awakening. (Awakening in terms of illusion) The way in which more religions are turning to science also speaks volumes as to how new unearthings/discoveries highlight just how regurgitated that holy text is. In essence with each passing year, Bible is pretty much seen as fair tails itself. As such religions compromise on a whim this day and age. Even the pope is now budging to accept that life elsewhere in the galaxy no doubt exists. Go figure.

What is Sleep Paralysis? ... The Chemical Process: Go and google it. It is enough for me to say I understand it well enough and in the doing so now look forward to experiencing it as a means to an end!

Moreover I now understand much better the role of sleep paralysis with regard to OBE's/Astral Traveling-Exploration and how it can be used to make the transition into said realms that others refuse to beleive or simply write off as nothing more than a nightmarish place to exist.

I note in my last dream recording I posted in here ... I was having some kind of fit withing the dream. I can't help but think about the correlation of the chemical process taking place in my body. That phase where I am consciously aware whilst still asleep. Crossing over or going the next step ... into the next level ... is where I am aiming to be. That's what astral exploration is all about. Well it is for me.

...and that's the thing. WHY even do it? The intention really does seem to be the thing that makes or breaks the process ... or at least sets the outcome. DRAMA abounds with OBE's and likewise playing around. Some people do it to attack others, Some just want to escape without having understood how and why we are here and or have failed to learn from the suffering due to running in the first place. Perception is everything. The whole process of other realms (minus personal experiences manifested from one's system of beliefs [unpeel to heal! )is REAL enough that many more people this day and age are turning to such practice of escape. But again ... escape is as limiting and rigid as systems of belief/ideals.

Yadda Yadda ...

At this point I am seeking it as one means of prepping for death! In doing so I am coming to see just how important this time here now is for the learning so that I don't end up being sucked back into this sad and sorry state? Need it be a sad and sorry state ... must I change that perspective in order that I do not come back? Hmmmm ... One need not be joyous and full of that worn out term ... LOVE. Although PEACE sits well with me.

The pros and cons are listed as well as the process on the NET. To be sure it's good to know that our being does not end and that indeed ... there is a method in which to take a break.

I've been doing the mirror approach to good effect. perhaps I write more about that latter as well. This whole process of OBE with the right intent is great for disconnecting and unpeeling all the BS with have been so conditioned with. Its really great for that!!!

I guess the title of this thread is more about the FEAR factor that plays into letting go. This can be said of any scenario not related to the tool box of Astral Exploration. I too now can see how the word travel does not cut it. la la la and a few more la's

There is a lot of healing to be had in all of this.

I'm looking forward to convulsing less. Smiles at such a thought and the misunderstanding that no doubt ensues.

Got to love these journal entries or whatever they be.

Until next entry ...