Hi,
I have only very recently started to become aware of the inner spirituality but have been AP for all my life. Due to not realizing that these were more than lucid dreams, sometimes in the past I have been incredibly violent. Being part of epic wars and alien invasions, Apocalyptic scenarios. Where it felt i had to be incredibly violent to defend myself or the realm i was operating in.
As i result i am not sure if i have a guide or not, is it possible that guides would be put off by my actions? Since my spiritual awakening my AP's have been alot more gentle, inquisitive and non aggressive.
So my questions are, do we have a responsibility to act peacefully in the astral plane? And does this violent behavior maybe mean my guide is unwilling to help me? :-\
Thanks,
Mike