Hi.
You have to understand how your mind works and since you are you that should not be a problem.
I do not believe you are given the access to entrances to the other realms except by gradual degrees.
That goes for anybody, though.
Your mind, any mind, can and do generate actions into the ether.  The ether is then imprinted with your actions, your words.
Like a timeline from one to two and so on. 
You can't take it back.
Remember that.
You first have to become adept at what the astral world is made of.
It is like reading.
If you come across something you do not understand, the rest that you read will make no sense.
First, what is the astral world?
I define the astral world as a very much detectable world that is outside of the normal sense range.
How do you detect it and be a part of it?
I wish that...(continued)

good cause it scared the shit out of me

Yea my parents can get like that, my mum knows about it but and she understands to some extent, but my dad sure as hell does not like me doing it, and to the question I asked here, I remember last year on october I had no astral experiences or other spiritual experiences, and you know what, it seems to be the same this year, I have not had an astral experience for 16 days, but my last one was on the 3rd of this October, but its not the end of October yet, it just seems that October is my least spiritual month for some reason. I am actually not sure if it has to do why I am in this position, but I am no longer ill and I am feeling much better now, I just feel like I am drained of all energy.

I don't know the exact answer to your questions but I've actually read some accounts where Astral Projection whilst pregnant has provided a means for the mother and child to connect in a spiritual sense and communicate. Which can only be a good thing if its true!

Thanks a lot I will try it!!!  :)

Okay it seems the more I have these experiences with the vibrations and then leaving my body to some extent, the closer I am getting to where I want to be, it pretty much is my training, but when it happens one day, and I try to get in the same state and position the next day I cannot trigger the vibrations for some reason, I don't try to force it or anything, I am just as relaxed the second day as I am the first day, do you get like energy that enables you to do it drained out from you the day before or something? Because that is how I feel sometimes, because I am pretty much doing the same things that got me into the state that triggered the vibrations on the day before but fails the day after, I am still stuck on only being able to get into this state to trigger the vibrations twice a...(continued)

Awareness is same as the reality. It depends on some parameters like your concentration, experience and belief in AP. So it gradually increase with increase in time :)

Every beginner will face this fading visuals, Even I was the one in that category. But recently I found a way to increase the time of staying out and increasing the visual experience, You can use some verbal commands like ' I want to see' will increase your visual ability when your surroundings are fading away.

I personally found that verbal commands in the Astral Plane or in Lucid Dream will work perfect, coz I have tried some other techniques and got failed.

I though of explaining something, but I forgot. Will post it again when I remember that :P

:)Sebastian, the lady was giving you a hug to reassure you that you were safe and that she was protecting you,despite the blurs and smoke screens you were seeing. And yes you felt her hug so strongly because she gave you some inner strength you neeeded. I do have another suggestion for you that may help. To me it sounds like you work is thru light..like the time your finger was the ink of light ..not an actual pen-ink. I suggest you try using the candle technique i use to relax myself .
You need to light a candle and get your self very comfortable and you need to gaze right into the heart of the flame..visualise your third eye in the centre, in the heart of the candle flame and keep your gaze fixated on the centre of the flame. I say you you need to be very relaxed and slow ur breathing down to a very calm...(continued)

This is really Awesome technique :)
I have tried this in a Meditation class long ago and It worked :)

Thanks for sharing Makaveli :)

Makaveli
Remember a time in your life when you were feeling loved or loving. Just let the memory of that time help you re-experience the feeling of love ..

I was fighting with those LOL :P
now you gave me an awesome tip how to get rid of those, Will try this, Thanks Makaveli :)